| kess. ( @ 2008-06-01 20:27:00 |
i'm starting this on-going project. i hate on-going projects, so this will be a challenge. i don't even know what i'm trying to get out of it really, but i'm making a 'documentary' of myself. not really, that's not what it is. it's just going to be weird, and i'm really scared about it, but hopefully what i can see in my head will be similar to the end result. i'll let you know.
oh and i'm really thinking about not going to school tomorrow because i'm being out of control and irrational- but my mom suggested that i stay home, and when that happens, you know i am fucked up. we'll see, but if the sun doesn't come out tomorrow morning, there is almost no hope that i will want bullshit through a school day. fuck you. :D (i don't really mean that but for right now i do.)