| kess. ( @ 2008-06-02 14:30:00 |
i get scared sometimes that i forgot something. well, im always forgetting things, and i hate that so much, but thats not what i mean. i mean like, im scared one day ill wake up and something will trigger this memory that i forgot i ever owned. you know how that happens, and its horrible? and sometimes i have dreams, like last night, (well i had too many ridiculous dreams last night, but anyway), and then it makes me start thinking, where did this idea come from. random thoughts? memories? a combination of the two? dreams are so intriguing and scary, and i'm probably only dwelling on all of this because i watched the science of sleep again last night.