so, right now i am formulating some seriously ridiculous plans that will get me to nyc on july 25th to see bridget's art exhibit at sva. i'm glad i have such a wild imagination, because the fact that this plan will more than likely fall through is not even phasing me right now. i just want to be there, and feel the city, see bridget and all the art work, and that is that. 
today hannah and i walked down the road and we were looking at the creek and stuff, and she was telling me all about the crayfish that are down there and whatever, and i was like, "wow, you mean theyre down there! i want one!" and shes like, "you really are a city girl stuck out in the country." and we just talked about how now, at age 16, i am such a child as far as nature goes. i want to explore everything, touch everything, learn about everything.. its all so new to me and i love it all. i was never allowed to just roam around outside as a kid, i was stuck in the house, the backyard, whatever. just now am i finally realizing how i can do whatever i want, i dont have to stay within my 'boundaries' because they just do not exist. i dont know if its possible to be a city girl and a nature girl all at once, but i think i am as close anyone will ever get to being just that. (or at least i would like to be someday. you know me, i change with the days.)