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[23 Jun 2008|12:16am] |
i hung out with devon and mary tonight, and i had a lot of fun. theyre such little freebirds like me. i really love mary with all my heart because i always want to hang out with her, and this summer i promised myself i would, so this was a good good thing! anyway, i was reading my old journal, and then i started reading devons old journal, and this is one of the many things i saw that made me smile.
"dear girl, you are my hero you always have been and you always will be, seriously from the first day i met you. you know that. you scare me sometimes i think im not good enough. truthfully i know im not good enough for you. no one is or will ever be. you are the most amazing person i know and in reality i will never know enough about you. you are my absolute inspiration. at times you take my breath away, everything you do just turns out perfect. you are beautiful, i would die for you. im in a different place around you. you are different from any girl on earth you know that, i always have known that. i can never stop thinking about you, or talking about you. you're gorgeous. i just wonder why you’re still here in this little place. i would give anything for anyone else to see what i see in you. i want everyone to know how amazing you are. one day you'll see that you’re different and really see. and you'll ditch this place, i just hope you'll invite me with you."
( survey, old and new. )
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[23 Jun 2008|03:59pm] |
kess by stereo: remember when i would rap ludacris to you in school
kkkkaatiee: i miss that
i didnt want her to suffer any longer. <3
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[23 Jun 2008|10:03pm] |
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"i get so distracted by some peoples reactions that i don't see my own faults for what they are. (for what they are.) at times so self destructive with no intent or motive but behind this emotion, there lies a sensible heart, a sensible heart. see i'm no king, i wear no crown. but desperate times seem over now. but still i weaken, somehow. it tears me apart (it tears me apart.) i hope to learn as time goes by that i should trust what's deep inside, burning bright. oh, burning bright. my sensible heart. my sensible heart. (my sensible heart, my sensible heart.)"
-city and colour, i love dallas green too much.
( im so lazy lately, and i dont mind one bit. )
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